waiting for the siren's call

In the last week, I've run 22 miles.
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I know that progress is iterative rather than lateral, but I don't get it!  Saturday I did 6 miles with no problem, then on Monday I struggle with 2?  Part of it is fuel, as SB reminded me.  On Saturday I had a real breakfast and a snack before running, and carried with me 2 little squeeze bottles of Gatorade that I finished in the last 2 miles.  I also had a substantial protein and whole grain-type dinner the night before.  On Monday I had yogurt and granola for breakfast, then ran right before lunch.  I had soup and bread for dinner the night before.  The weather was also totally different - sunny and cool on Saturday, rainy and cold on Monday.  But still!  Frustrating!

Other than that annoying stuff and the fact that my whole body hurts, I'm enjoying running.  I feel motivated and good about my runs in general, and I think the nike+ training program is a good push to increase my distance and speed.  If you use nike+, we should be friends!

On Saturday, my friend Tina and I will be running in the Susan G. Komen Global Race for the Cure. The fundraising for this race supports breast cancer research and women's health advocacy around the world. If you know me well at all, you know that both of these things matter a great deal to me - which is why I'm asking for your support in my fundraising efforts.

When I was 17 and a senior in high school, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer at age 44. My brother, then barely a year old, refused to nurse from one of her breasts, so she had my dad, an oncologist, check it out. He found a lump, and a biopsy found that it was cancer. I remember coming home between school and rehearsal and getting the news from my dad, then going back to school and being wrapped up in the arms of two family friends - one of whom had been my dad's patient when she had Hodgkin's lymphoma - as the three of us cried. My senior year of high school was overshadowed by the fear and uncertainty that goes along with chemotherapy, with watching your mom's hair fall out, with helping to care for your baby brother because your mom is sick from a treatment.

Me and Mom at Iowa v Illinois, fall 2006

Jenn and Grandma, Thanksgiving 2006

We are very lucky and thankful that Mom has been cancer-free for a number of years, as has my grandma, who was diagnosed in her 60s and is still healthy at 91. With two close family members diagnosed and treated, though, my sister and I are considered to have an elevated risk. It's fair to say that my interest in supporting breast cancer research is a selfish one - I want there to be money for research so that if/when my sister and I are diagnosed, there will be a better understanding of the disease, leading to better treatment for patients and better education for their loved ones.

In addition to these personal reasons, I also believe strongly in helping women become advocates for their health. Several of the Komen programs emphasize education and strengthening doctor-patient communication - both things that we worked on when I was a gyne instructor at UIUC. I grew up in a medical household - my father's an oncologist, and my mother's father was first a surgeon, then practiced occupational medicine until he retired at age 79 - so medical care is something I've taken for granted all my life. Despite this, it wasn't until I worked as a gyne instructor that I felt any sense of ownership of my own healthcare. Going to the doctor was something that I did because it's what you're supposed to do - not because I wanted to make sure I was getting what my body needed. Gyne instruction changed this, and I now feel responsibility to help empower my loved ones to ask questions and get the care they need.

If these things are important to you and you can spare the money, please consider donating on my behalf - or to our team, Team Helpful Paws. If you're in the DC area and feel like running on Saturday, consider joining our team! For personal, selfish, and altrustic reasons, I greatly appreciate your support.